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My Bio
like the sunset on a cloudy day as the rain falls in sheets
or a sidewalk when it leaves the lonely street
the pools of light left over
as a child drags stars through the mud
and there never was and never is a rainbow at the end of the day
nor a song on the radio that you can sing along with
just a cold silence
that isn't really dark
only deeply tired and hungry
not a sadness
no
like a stray kitten's cry
but no one hears it and no one stops to stare
so the kitten curls up against the storm
and nothing ever seems to care
or like the penny in the flooded gutter
lonely and cold and afraid to move
and someone passes by but doesn't see it
too tired to go on it falls down through the grate
down and down and down
yeah
like that
but not as loud
more like the mouse after the trap has snapped shut
but less violent than the crack in the sidewalk
as we walk along indifferent
playing innocence with insolence
it was only my heart that got broken
don't worry
it won't bother you again
unless
you happen to hear the blues in twelve bars down lover's lane
as you pass by without your better half
but you will never forget who held your hand
when you crossed the lonely streets
no
it won't bother you
ever again
i
promise
i
promise

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Current Residence: here
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
Print preference: REALLY FRIGGIN HUGE!!!!!! (yay for plotters)
Favourite genre of music: yes
Favourite style of art: yes
MP3 player of choice: NOTHING BY APPLE
Wallpaper of choice: castle on a waterfall
Skin of choice: mine
Favourite cartoon character: Batou (Ghost in the Shell), Jet Black (Cowboy Bebop), Ayanami Rei (N.G.Evangelion)
Personal Quote: "I am not here." Now think about it.

Favourite Movies
сталкер, dir. Andrei Tarkovsky, 1979
Favourite TV Shows
Star Trek, Doctor Who, Torchwood, South Park
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Royal Crown Revue, Eisbrecher, Hybrid
Favourite Books
House of Leaves, Starfish, Flight of the Old Dog
Favourite Writers
Peter Watts, Mark Z. Danielewski, Arseniy Tarkovsky
Favourite Games
S.T.A.L.K.E.R.: Oblivion Lost
Favourite Gaming Platform
Source (by Valve Software)
Tools of the Trade
Sheaffer calligraphy pen, Twist-Erase .7 pencil, Pilot Precise .5, blank paper, my brain
Other Interests
everything
Tagger: ~orcbruto (https://www.deviantart.com/orcbruto) 1.You must post these rules. 2.Answer the questions, no cheating 3.If you read it, you are tagged. Go answer it in your profile NOW! A) What is your favorite catch-phrase? Erm, I don't catchphrase much, so erm.... "Holy jumping Moses on a pickled unicorn, Batman!" B) If you could be in a band (genre of your choice), what would you preform as? Blues singer, because Yamane Mai is a fantastic influence, and I'd wear nice things, but simple things. C) Would you consider yourself an introvert, or an extrovert? Perfectly in the middle.  I like my solitude, and I like my people. D) What is an ideal day for you?
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some honest tea

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I don't doodle like I used to. I don't write like I used to. I don't make music like I used to. I am finally being honest with myself and waiting out my block patiently. Impatiently. Tooth-grinding, steam-from-the-ears, sullen rage impatience, actually. But, I can't make it start up again. I have to let it happen on its own. I'm still lurking here off and on, tho. I diligently check my watch list about 4 times a week (more often than my email actually).  I have also found the greatest endeavor of fiction I've ever seen, the Escape Artist podcasts, Escape Pod, PseudoPod, and Podcastle. The short fiction there is little by little changing my o
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oh what a mess.  looking at a life change, and i'm afraid of it and afraid of not going through it. oh and, i discovered i'm not wired the way i thought i was.  it's just been a catastrophic month. but my creative faucet is back on.... blah, what a mess. i am also getting my first tattoo this friday, props to Lady of the Lake tattoo shop in Colorado, the owner has a smashing portfolio and tons of experience.  wish me luck!
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thanks for the fave!!!!
Happy birthday friend... :hug:

wish you best wishes,
health, wealth and happiness... :)
Hey Stasis!
Happy Birthday for you!!! :eager::cake:
Merry Christmas!!!

I wish that all your wishes comes true in this wonderful Christmas!

:holly::xmas::hug::santa::xmas::holly:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRIEND... :hug:
I wish for your each day success to be more than yesterday, less than tomorrow... ;)
Be well... :hug:
Happy Birthday Stasis!!! :eager::cake::love::hug: